Heart is for beating , not keeping Secrets ;)

Am just back from my driving classes . The expressions that people give when they see someone learning how to drive is - " Yeah ! I am a master at this now . Your turn mate , enough of sitting on the backseat . Experience the driving part now . Welcome to the league. "  This is exactly what their facial reaction show. Well , there are other things to talk about except these stupid lessons .

I happened to read diary of one of my closest friends . Not my best friend though . But my really really close friend . And yes , she knows that i read it ! She only gave it to me . Not to read but have a look at it . Couldn't resist , henceforth finally landed up reading all of it , together . 

Now, without being judgemental , i think she should actually confess what all she has written in the diary to all the people , she needs to . I know , how difficult it is . I personally also write a diary , and i would like punch somebody's face if he / she ever dares to reveal the things i have written in the diary to that particular person . But then , life would be a lot easier if i myself do this . Isn't it ? 

Why do we write  a diary , when we have the person existing in this world to hear all our stories ?

Strange but interesting ! The answer is maybe because we fear . We run from our emotions , thoughts , and above all The Truth .
The things we actually confess when we are alone . There's nobody to listen and we know no judgements would be passed once we say what all is their in our hearts . 

But then , years after , when we read the same diary or look deep in our hearts , there would be a million things jammed up which were never told , buried deep inside . 

That would be the time when we would regret keeping them in our heart , rather then telling the person , regardless of the fact what he / she would think about us if we would have told them . 

                                   Stories are meant to be told first , then written !

Even if you end up crying , disappointed , sad , angry , or irritated with the reaction of that particular person to whom you always wanted your story , what all was their in your heart , you would be Satisfied !

Satisfied with the fact , that you atleast had the courage unlike millions of people to speak your mind and tell what you always wanted to , things in your heart . 

And then there would come a time , when you'll throw away your diary and speak what you always wrote . You wouldn't keep your diary with a lock attached . Think what if he / she someday reads it ? 

No Fears , No Boundaries ...
So, from now on i would make it a point to speak what's there in  my mind and my heart to all those people i really need to . That doesn't mean i would end up with the my  ritual of diary writing !
You also try and do the same thing . Any other reason of why you should also think about this ?

                  Neah ! You don't need a reason to speak your mind and heart , Do you ? ;)