Have just come back home after almost 2 weeks of sleepless nights and much of the mental pressure . Yes , you guessed it right . The majors got over . Phew !
Seems like yesterday that the board exams results were declared , followed by the other competitive exam results . And How ! Now , its almost one year , and the newspapers are filled up again with the interviews of the toppers of the respective fields , of the pages filled with the advertisements of different institutes .
I completely understand , how it feels . This time , Gosh ! It really sucks everything out of you . You feel pressurized , frustrated and most of all confused . Life seems directionless . What is gonna happen next ? Its the only question that pinches you once a while .
The only thing to do at this point of time is to have faith in yourself and God . Trust me , soon you'll see that everything will fall into place .
Last year , i went through the same situation . And once , I got through all this , entered college , I thought , I am relieved from the same pressure for at least 4 years ( till my course studies ) . But now I realize , i was SO WRONG !
Now , after one complete year , i find myself pressurized again . For the different reasons though ! Seeing my classmates and seniors getting all prepared for the coming entrance exams they gonna appear in , gets me into deep thoughts . Although , they have just started a little , but starting is what that matters the most .
So now , in the midst , I am confused , whether to enjoy these holidays and pursue my hobbies or to eventually decide of what I myself want to do in future . I am little much prepared in my mind though . It is a tough call and I am struck between the devil and the deep sea .
After the much continued thought process , I come to the final conclusion part .
I already landed up into something ( Yes , my course studies ) which I am not very much interested into . To be very honest , I never really was . I was interested in literature , world history , etc . But now what all I am studying is no where related to this .
" Any how , Mitti pao "
This gives a sheer evidence that am currently based in Punjab ;)
Anyways , now I am gonna transform my interest into my profession , once my course studies get over . In fact , i have already started up . Writing ! To begin with . This is the PLAN . I am gonna sit for the exams that have the subjects that interest me , rather than stupidly preparing for them .
And also , this thought process session was important indeed . Yes , now when my friends and relatives visit me next while i am home at vacations , I vividly will answer their question , a BLUNT reply of their same old question - " WHAT NEXT " ?
Seems like yesterday that the board exams results were declared , followed by the other competitive exam results . And How ! Now , its almost one year , and the newspapers are filled up again with the interviews of the toppers of the respective fields , of the pages filled with the advertisements of different institutes .
I completely understand , how it feels . This time , Gosh ! It really sucks everything out of you . You feel pressurized , frustrated and most of all confused . Life seems directionless . What is gonna happen next ? Its the only question that pinches you once a while .
The only thing to do at this point of time is to have faith in yourself and God . Trust me , soon you'll see that everything will fall into place .
Last year , i went through the same situation . And once , I got through all this , entered college , I thought , I am relieved from the same pressure for at least 4 years ( till my course studies ) . But now I realize , i was SO WRONG !
Now , after one complete year , i find myself pressurized again . For the different reasons though ! Seeing my classmates and seniors getting all prepared for the coming entrance exams they gonna appear in , gets me into deep thoughts . Although , they have just started a little , but starting is what that matters the most .
So now , in the midst , I am confused , whether to enjoy these holidays and pursue my hobbies or to eventually decide of what I myself want to do in future . I am little much prepared in my mind though . It is a tough call and I am struck between the devil and the deep sea .
After the much continued thought process , I come to the final conclusion part .
I already landed up into something ( Yes , my course studies ) which I am not very much interested into . To be very honest , I never really was . I was interested in literature , world history , etc . But now what all I am studying is no where related to this .
" Any how , Mitti pao "
This gives a sheer evidence that am currently based in Punjab ;)
Anyways , now I am gonna transform my interest into my profession , once my course studies get over . In fact , i have already started up . Writing ! To begin with . This is the PLAN . I am gonna sit for the exams that have the subjects that interest me , rather than stupidly preparing for them .
And also , this thought process session was important indeed . Yes , now when my friends and relatives visit me next while i am home at vacations , I vividly will answer their question , a BLUNT reply of their same old question - " WHAT NEXT " ?
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